Equinox Energy Update: Offering A Portal of Recalibration, Reset & Coming Into More Balance

On this Equinox today, we woke up without power, without light and heat, and without internet or data. All of the lights in our village and in the villages surrounding us in the mountains were dark and still, even as I write this, we are without power although it should be restored soon. This was due to an intense storm with high winds and strong rain came through here in Central Portugal last night.

And then being in the the stillness and the quietness. The cut-off-ness from the grids in the ways that we are used to. The inability to instantly connect across vast geographic distances. 

This brought up some feelings of uneasiness for parts and soul aspects of me, as the usual comforts of heated tea, electric lights, internet and data connection were not available. Having already so many 3D comforts ‘fallen away’, it felt stark and a bit scary to have the few remaining ones not accessible to me. It also brought up some necessary tensions and even rare conflict between Raphael and I, which also feels like it was being amplified by the Eclipse and Equinox energies that are so heightened right now.

We went into this portal together, at times uncomfortable and at times even edgy, as parts of us needed to release energies that had been more compartmentalized. It is so easy to go into that mode in a long-term relationship of easy float together especially if you have such strong compatibility as we do on so many levels. Yet, there is so much trust between us after all these years that we could move into this even as it is messy. There is so much light that the shadow feels safe to emerge and be loved. There is enough safety that the irritations, even differences and polarities (that also make a relationship interesting) are able to be felt without just seeing them as a threat to the bond or judging each other.

And eventually we did open out into a new and more vulnerable heart space together with tears, more shared grounds of realness and rawness, and a sense of wanting to go into even more connection together. We ended up feeling closer rather than farther apart.

This wasn’t the high frequency ‘Equinox ceremony’ that we imagined going into today as we had planned to light candles and say prayers during a visit to our nearby Mother Mary fountain (which we will probably do tomorrow and share). Yet it was the ceremony that we MOST needed….a sacred container for feeling what was real at the ‘trailing edge’ of our bond that we both could feel the Divine supported us to go into.

And it does feel like what these current energies are offering….portals, mirrors, triggers, amplifications that could come in the form of relationship conflict, contact from people in the past, circumstances ‘outside of the norm’, or just from within you. Shake ups and floods into compartments of comfort to see what arises and what needs love.

I’ve been sharing in my recent posts about the clearings, releases, and upgrades going on that are pushing up the incarnation wound and activations/bridges to your Metabody, the shadow alchemy happening in relationships (like with us today), and about how the blood moon eclipse esp opened out a portal to push up the old to let in the new. The Equinox feels like the halfway point...a moment of equilibrium actually when day and night stand in perfect balance. In this rare neutral field, we are invited into deep inner and outer alignment, again shedding what no longer serves while welcoming the next level of our Divine embodiment at the same time. This is probably most challenging a process to be in with a devoted partner and next in a soul family community, yet offers so many gifts too if able to be explored and navigated together.

The bigger picture that I personally feel trust in is that as Gaia herself shifts into greater harmony, so too are we given the opportunity to recalibrate our energy bodies, attune to higher frequencies, and anchor in the light codes that are coming in. This portal is not just about balance but about harmonic union......between the Divine Masculine and Divine Feminine within us, between action and surrender, between the seen and unseen worlds.

The Equinox serves as a mirror, reflecting where we may still be holding distortions of polarity...be it in our relationships, service, or inner masculine/feminine dynamic. It calls us to release outdated soul contracts, karmic binds, and service paradigms rooted in obligation rather than sovereignty. It offers a moment to pause, breathe, and remember who we truly are beyond the density of 3D conditioning.

Here are some Divine Codes for the Equinox for you to connect with in whatever ways you feel guided to on this powerful portal day:

Equinox Divine Codes & I AM Affirmations

Sacred Balance Codes

• I AM the perfect harmony of Divine Masculine and Divine Feminine within me.

• I AM the still point field of equilibrium in my being.

• I embody peace, grace, and the perfect rhythm of the Universe.

  
  

Releasing the Old, Embracing the New

• I release all attachments to what no longer serves my highest expression.

• I trust the Divine Plan and surrender all outcomes to Source.

• I AM free, sovereign, and infinitely expanding in love.

• I am allowing my shadow to express and be felt.
  

This is a time of quantum choice: to step fully into the embodiment of our soul’s highest timeline, to reclaim our light, and to anchor in the codes of Divine Union. Whether through stillness, meditation, connection with Gaia, or receiving downloads from higher-dimensional aspects such as Ra or Divine Mother, or just by being in realness with yourself and others, this is an invitation to move beyond old cycles and embrace a new way of being, one that is rooted in grace, ease, and sacred reciprocity.

Love to you during this gateway,

Jelelle Awen

Join us for our Eclipse Passage & Equinox: A Portal of Transformation Sunday Service over zoom on March, 23rd at 16:00 GMT/12pm EDT with more info at divineselfembodiment.com/events 

1:1 sessions are available with Facilitators Raphael, Kasha, Sahra and Raianna over zoom and in person in Central Portugal for support, activation, integration, and bridging with more info at divineselfembodiment.com/sessions 90 minutes for 44-77 euros (depending on Facilitator)