I have been spending some time recently connecting a couple of men to their inner teenagers. This is an aspect that can be overshadowed by the Inner Child when it comes to inner work. This part of us has the remembrance, the magic, as well as the pain of the Inner Child yet was on the cusp of some very profound changes and life experiences that were hard to process and digest depending on their life’s circumstances. When we take time to ‘travel back’ to that time in our lives

There was a time when I proudly called myself a Seeker. It felt like belonging to a secret club that only the awakened had access to. Seeking felt sacred, alive, and very necessary in order to help me move out of the ordinary and the Matrix too. I was hungry for truth about the Divine, about myself as a soul, and about how to live my life more “spiritually”. I read books, so many books… attended workshops, explored different spiritual teachings, followed synchronicities, lon

In all of your awareness of your pain, has it been safe enough to deeply feel it, yet? To drop into the heart of the part that holds it as the biggest truth about them? To allow feeling to lead instead of spiritual or psychological theory, insight, or context? Parts of you still live in those memories of trauma, of the darkest times you've known. They still breathe that same air, feel those same feelings, and hold those same truths about themselves and the world. They still l

To a part of you, life may feel like it is coming at you on all sides. Relentless. Ongoing. Without rest. The daily grind and churn of responsibility and information. You may feel like a saturated sponge unable to hold it all. All the reactions. All the emotions. All the responding. You may wonder when it will all find peace, stability, and ease. There is a moment when it all becomes too much and you need to just BE. Be with the reactions. Be with the emotions. Responding to

For many years, I have longed to serve the healing, reconciliation, and union of the brotherhood of the heart. The Kings of the Heart or the Heartmen, I like to call us. I needed the time I had away from community to explore and sort out my own process to get to this place of clarity and desire. There were many quest-ions along the way that I had to answer for myself and then I needed relational experience to expand beyond them. Below are some of the quest-ions that may be as

To those who awakened young ~ There is a unique experience that comes with feeling the call toward healing, spirituality, and introspection at an early age. While others around you were discovering themselves through life, you may have found yourself asking deeper questions about suffering, purpose, consciousness, and love. You felt something stirring inside you that wanted to understand more, heal more, and become more. It gifts you wisdom, sensitivity, and an intimacy with

In truth, you never actually have to leave your home field. Your home field is the safe space within you that holds the essence of who you are. It holds each part of you that shapes how you move through the world, and the pieces of your soul that both need and offer deep healing. It is a frequency that is cultivated through inner exploration, through feeling, and through the genuine desire to meet the fear and suffering within you with presence and care. When you move through

Dearest protectors, Thank you for your fierce loyalty and your devotion to keeping the most precious parts of us safe. Thank you for the care you bring in maintaining the field each of our unique souls has created. Thank you for loving so deeply that you have tried to ensure nothing could ever harm our tender hearts. And yet, it feels like time to let something go. To soften the belief that lowering your walls means losing something. That allowing these precious parts to trul

39 today. 39… I feel both like I’ve crossed a threshold and like I’m standing at a precipice too. As I take in the photo of me from 2016, my arms outstretched, turning away from the camera, and contrast it with the recent photo me in a similar posture, but with my face more fully visible, I feel the journey of this past decade and where it brought me. I feel my feminine embodiment deepening, my service-of-love self blooming, my Lover stepping out into the sun. I feel the effo

There was once a time when I was the youngest person in a room of awakening souls. Parts of me wanted so badly to reach beyond who they were, to transcend “young-ness.” To show I was an old soul, someone worthy of an extraordinary life. A woman who could come into leadership of others in a New Earth kind of way. I was special in a special kind of way. That’s what parts of me wanted the world to know. When I reflect on the journey I’ve had, especially over the last 15 years, I

Emergence is not urgent. It is patient, yet persistent. There may be moments where events, responses, and decisions move quickly, while others require stillness. Yet there is a larger container holding it all. There is the Divine Itself and your own Divine spark within it. I feel that container within me growing and expanding. In one way, there is no time to waste, and yet all the time in the world. I sit in humble worthiness toward what I am being called to, what wants to mo

What if healing is not actually about getting rid of parts of yourself? This feels like one of the deepest distinctions in any healing process. So much healing work, even in conscious and spiritual spaces, is still subtly (or overtly) oriented around elimination. Release the wound. Clear the trauma. Purge the emotion. Transcend the ego. Heal the inner child. Become untriggered. And beneath much of it is often an unconscious question: “How do I stop being affected by this part

This bittersweet trust fall… The exit portal welcomed you, And it felt like being swallowed. Letting goes are intertwined With letting in, Weaving their threads Through your consciousness. The release of what was misaligned, Messy at best in its process, Continues to thrum, The drumbeat pulsing As it calls your soul forward Into the unknown. Beloved, The forest, thick with trees, Still welcomes light to enter And illuminate the hidden places. Lost you are not, Especially in s

The coming together of soul bonds and soul mates can be very intense and beautiful at the same time. I remember the phase of my life when Kasha and I came together. We were both going through our own processes of awakening to our individuation from birth family and our 3D lives at the time. There were lots of soul rumblings and remembrances happening at a lightning pace for parts of me. It was a lot to process and digest, yet it felt infinitely more alive than what I had been

I have seen again and again how easy it can be on spiritual paths to remain connected mostly to insight, higher consciousness, or transcendent states, while deeper emotional realities and relational patterns remain untouched underneath.

So much happening inside and out since Beltane, it's hard to choose one to focus on, but one that is front and center for me is the deepening that has been going on for Kasha and myself over these past months. We have navigated so much in our past which we are in continual honoring and sorting through as we move into our next phase of romance and service. In the past, there was something parts of us both attached to both that created conflict and tension between us. We have s

This writing is from last year when we had a major power outage yet we woke up this morning to thunder and lightning/rainstorm intensity…and it felt like Divine Mother wanted me to share it again.

There’s something about Beltane that can feel distant for parts of me at times. Fire festivals, fertility rites, dancing around poles… it’s easy to see it as just something ritualistic and historical. I can sense another lifetime that is centered around a curiosity as well as full-blown participation and reverence. But if i strip it back, Beltane is about one thing: Life moving forward. Not in theory. Not in your head. In your body. In your choices. In what you’re willing to

Beltane Sacred Romance (Inside and Out and With the Divine Beloved) Activation 🔥 ~ Beloved that you are, When the smoke clears on life’s regulating ways and gives way to the undulating meadows of new love’s first spring, there I’ll be standing in the light of the sun shining above me, firm in the ground I walk on yet lightly walking toward your ready stance, singing a song we will both remember. In Beltane’s past, my love we dined and danced and brought together our intertwi

Getting out of the head and into the heart can be a very challenging process at times, especially when there are many things on the ‘to-do’ list, when there are financial tensions, or when there is so much information coming across the screen during the day. There is a kind of gravitational pull that brings me back into the mind in those moments, and I have come to see that this pull is not something to judge. In many ways, it is a form of protection—a part of me trying to cr